Musings of an Average Mind

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18 May My very own pin up man! #Picfx, #bokeh, #sexy, #menups, #pinup, #boyfriend, #silly, #love, #fun, #hahaha

My very own pin up man! #Picfx, #bokeh, #sexy, #menups, #pinup, #boyfriend, #silly, #love, #fun, #hahaha

11 May

Life Currently.

  Gladly enjoying my Saturday with some good friends. Made it through my first week at my new job. Transferred to our Slot Products portion of the Casino and Now I’m a Slot Tech 1. Learning tons of stuff. Everyone has been super nice to me and been extremely helpful. As far as I can tell I’m training for the next 90 days so I’ll be on the day shift with Saturdays and Sundays off for the rest of the Summer it seems. It works out kinda perfect because I won’t miss many of the fairs and festivals going on. :3 Plus I’m getting lots of time with my Honey. We shall see how this ends up. Keeping an open mind and doing my best to learn everything I possibly can about the job.

07 May Sporting a wicked cat eye today.  <3 Thank God for make up. Constantly feel glamorous when I sit at my vanity and put my face on. #makeup, #happy, #fun, #cateye, #eyeliner, #glamorous, #glasses, #headphones, #listeningtoFOB

Sporting a wicked cat eye today. <3 Thank God for make up. Constantly feel glamorous when I sit at my vanity and put my face on. #makeup, #happy, #fun, #cateye, #eyeliner, #glamorous, #glasses, #headphones, #listeningtoFOB

28 Apr

a secondary video.

28 Apr

My friends and I goofing around at a local school today.

11 Mar

Dance Dance

 Had my first belly dancing class today. Definitely some tough stuff but I think I’ll get the hang of it. The classes typically run 7 weeks and then perhaps I’ll be ready for the level 2 class. Felt a little awkward because I’ve never taken a dance class before and I never know how to relax enough. I’m pretty uncoordinated so making all my body parts move in unison is a bit of a challenge. Challenge accepted however. It’s a lot of fun and after a class that was little over and hour long my arms and abs are pretty sore. The teacher said I did really well even.  :]

17 Feb And another shameless selfie because damn it I feel cute today.  &gt;:3

And another shameless selfie because damn it I feel cute today. >:3

17 Feb It&#8217;s a ponytail day. Playing with my hair since I got it trimmed and colored on Friday. #Picfx, #hair, #makeup, #freshcolor, #selfie, #fun, #girly

It’s a ponytail day. Playing with my hair since I got it trimmed and colored on Friday. #Picfx, #hair, #makeup, #freshcolor, #selfie, #fun, #girly

09 Feb
20 Jan Tasting locally. #Wine, #picfx, #chill, #fun, #CA, #tasting, #grapes, #vino

Tasting locally. #Wine, #picfx, #chill, #fun, #CA, #tasting, #grapes, #vino

14 Jan When lanning always wear comfy clothes. Tunic, leggings, cardigan and soft slouchy boots. #comfort, #LAN, #fun, #style, #warm, #cozy, #clothes, #nerdlife

When lanning always wear comfy clothes. Tunic, leggings, cardigan and soft slouchy boots. #comfort, #LAN, #fun, #style, #warm, #cozy, #clothes, #nerdlife

24 Dec Playing with new make up that I got from Mom. Loving it so far.

Playing with new make up that I got from Mom. Loving it so far.

30 Oct

My Pin Up photo shoot. My talented friend Kya took these for my boyfriend’s birthday and he agreed to let me share a few from the package. :3 This was as much a present for him as it was for myself. Two years ago I gained my self esteem and began to believe that I’m beautiful. Even if I am strange and different. :3 That’s what makes me unique. I’m proud of my body and the person I am inside it.

01 Jul

Brunch and make overs with chicks from work. Can’t complain. Brunch, swimming, champagne, nail polish, facials. Girliest I’ve ever been.

26 Jun

Good Morning.

 The first morning I’ve had to myself in awhile. Always too busy with running errands and keeping the house tidy. So today I’ve resolved to just relax and do a little laundry.

 Last night I tried to surprise Matt with dinner, but the spaghetti sauce needed a little help, so he had to rescue me. It was fine though. I was sauteing the squash and zucchini in butter when he sauntered in with his phone holder and charger, plugged his phone in and put on some country love songs. He knows I love to sing to them. So we sang and cooked dinner together. I almost want to cry with how happy I am now. Such simplicity and partnership. There’s a song by Eastin Corbin called “Lovin You is Fun.” Couldn’t be anymore exact. There’s no drama, no selfishness, and we work so well together. If he sees me trying to do something he’ll find a way to sneak around me and pitch in some how. I rarely have to ask him to do anything. Not that I’m demanding in any way, It’s just nice that he sees things that need to be done and does them.

  I love the little moments in our weekend where we snuggle and talk about the future. Last night as we ate and discussed his union meeting, I brought up that I had gone around to a few of my friends and out of curiosity asked when the best time of year to visit Hawaii was. A few of them got all excited, even though we wouldn’t be able to go til probably next year. Matt kinda smiled and poked his squash with his fork, saying he had a similar conversation with a friend recently. His friend had been urging him to take vacation and go. Matt replied while carefully watching my face as he told his story. “Well I’m saving money so that I can marry my girl, but maybe we’ll go for our honeymoon.”  Obviously my face erupted in grins.

  We jokingly talked about 99 cent store rings and running off to get married. Keeping it a secret til we could actually afford to do it for real. Then talked seriously about how that would never work and how people would definitely be upset. We love our families and want them to be apart of everything in our lives. I highlighted “jokingly” so that any of our families that do read that don’t have a misunderstanding. I’m in no hurry. Yes I want to marry him. But I can be patient. I’m not going anywhere and neither is he.