My very own pin up man! #Picfx, #bokeh, #sexy, #menups, #pinup, #boyfriend, #silly, #love, #fun, #hahaha
Cat conversations
- (Matt and Moota headed to the kitchen.)
- Moota: Meow. Meowmeowmeowmeow.
- Matt: Alright let's feed you, calm down.
- Moota: Meowmeowmeowmeowmeow!
- Matt: Wtf? That's bullshit Moota, Mom already fed you last night.
- Moota: Meow?
- Matt: No you still have half a bowl of food left.
- Moota: Meow! Meow!
- Matt: Ya know you shouldn't lie because that would make you a liar.
- Moota: Meow...
<3 #love,#Picfx, #relationship, #boyfriend, #soulmate, #beard, #silly, #perfect, #glasses, #home
My Strong Man
You have got to be one of the strongest people I know. I mean that in the emotional and physical sense. Always in control of your feelings and actions. Very calculated and calm. I admire that in I am almost completely opposite. I’m set off at the slightest thing and I often find it hard to keep my tongue between my teeth.
Not you though. You have this masculinity about you that I’ve never seen before. I feel the strength in your arms when you hold me and kiss the top of my hair. Just like you did the first night I kissed you after having too much wine. You are more than I ever expected and a dream come true.
I know every day that you love me by the little things you do and say. Very rarely you show me the depth and breadth of that love but I never doubt it. I feel protected and safe. I pull through stormy days knowing I have you as my port of harbor to shelter me and help me weather through it. I love you endlessly Matthew.
Plans in Motion
So I started watching Evangelion today. Matt hasn’t quite stopped Fanboying yet. It’s very cute actually. He was pretty shocked and appalled that I had never stopped to watch the show ever, in my years of experience with anime. I explained to him that I rarely watch Mech Animes. Something about them just doesn’t typically interest me. Doesn’t draw me in. But Matt was emphatically explaining to me that this is one of the building block Animes that started the anime culture we have today. I know he’s right and it’s something I’ve been meaning to watch I just never got around to it or had the time previous. Huge amounts of lacking interest also played a large part. It was funny watching the second episode of the series, the part when the link between the boy and the mech is discovered. How they can activate simultaneously while showing limited readings. I started getting goosebumps as the incapacitated, mangled mech sprung to life once more and defeated it’s enemy. As I started feeling the chills Matt looked at me very seriously and said “This part still gives me goosebumps.” It’s funny being able to see him get honestly excited about something. Typically he’s an individual who hides most of his emotions pretty well. He’s gotten much better with it over the last year and a half though or have I just gotten better at reading him? I’m unsure.
I find it funny because lately it seems I’m scrambling to get some minor things accomplished in my life that I’ve always wanted to do or have been meaning to do. I’ve just felt more motivated in the last month to do it. Almost like I’m afraid that if I don’t do it now I’ll never get the chance. So I’ve just started putting plans in motion to do it all. I’ll be going back to school this Summer, dying my hair purple in a few short weeks, getting a tattoo for my birthday. Probably starting belly dancing classes soon as well. I’ve opted to take a class in Santa Ynez because it’s the only local class that works with my work schedule. I dunno. I can’t explain it. I just feel like I’m not living my life to it’s full potential.
My boyfriend became an uncle to an adorable baby girl yesterday at 8:12a. She is almost 24hrs old and already has him wrapped around her little finger. :3 When he mentioned kids my heart skipped a beat.
Hitting on my boyfriend on a daily basis keeps our relationship fresh. Plus he’s a sexy man so I try to show him how much I adore him.
Fats photobomb in the background. My little family. <3 #family, #cats, #home, #love, #pets, #boyfriend
